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Does the world try to tell me if I just had a mile head start that I’d be that much farther ahead by now? What even would a head start look like when the goal is… What, death? There’s no finish line, you just keep going. I just keep feeling like I can’t make it because it’s too late, which I know, I KNOW, is not true at all. But what even are my goals here? Just get a regular job? I was thinking this morning that the boomers had an advantage because they were trying to discover themselves while being able to easily get a job / money. Money really is everything, isn’t it? Well it’s not actually everything, it just makes all the little things easier which is such a thing. I heard someone say once “sex isn’t everything, but it is something” in regards to relationships, and I think there could be a similar saying with money, but maybe more along the lines of “money isn’t everything, but everything needs money” or something like that. Just sitting here in the coffee shop (Peet’s) and ov...